As an author and experiencer with some intelligence in the field of Ufology, I’ve been able to peer into the depths of my own experience and reflect a kind of ‘compare and contrast’ perspective. I am fairly free of the need to be right and am willing to put everything on the line for review. There is a certain freedom in the willingness to be tested or vetted as prudence is precious, though truth is tantamount. The latter is troublesome for the ufology community, .
Lately the story-line has been expanding to discuss more than materials, photos and videos of sightings, even though the promoting of ‘meta-materials’ and deals with government factions are attempting to garner public attention instead. The field is full of authorities and researchers with little experiential background, if any, and the public seems oblivious to the dichotomy.
The experience of contact with ETI, most often, appears to be more about energy and sensations… we can’t rise to the level of other intelligences, so we automatically fear them because of the intensity of their energy. I describe my encounter with a Draconian as intensely confrontational initially, but only because there was some initial resistance. Most folks describe a fight or flight response as a result. I’ve written more on the event here.
Moving One’s Perspective
Personally, once I let go of the fear the opposite effect was true, a most intense communion, like my friend Tom talks about in his interview. (https://youtu.be/VVA_JwqkKcw) It’s our own fears, wherever they come from, that get in the way. Our patterns of behavior are such that what we do anywhere, we do everywhere even though we may not realize it. We have deeply embedded belief systems and even genetically passed creodes and memes that inhibit exploration, let alone acceptance of a different reality.
Long before my engagement in ufology I was chronicling events, without the use of hypnosis, for decades and offer a different perspective that comes from direct experience. Of course it is mostly subjective, though I’ve been encouraged by reflections from others whom I hold great respect. It’s immensely challenging to take one’s own experiences and become an observer without attachment in order to explore other possibilities or potentials of meaning and understanding.
Most of the time our experiences are momentary; non-linear, non-local and sporadic in nature. Occasionally there are extended periods and streams of consciousness that are connected to a series of events. I’ve had a few, and one specifically that generated a high degree of truth over time, a gathering that become known as the Council of 300 back in 2001, which outlined the process of First Contact and efforts of a multi-race/system organization. I kept quiet for some time, though I noticed others were referencing this gathering in channeled pieces from several sources over the next few months. I wish I could have kept them, but that was a few hard drives ago.
Now I have no way of proving things or knowing how those in the ufology community will perceive those things, so it could be fictitious and just an effort to get attention. I’m not going to stomp and shout, but I will continue to share and, in time, things will prove themselves. Of that I have no doubt. Until then, this particular experience and the resulting material is consistent with what Grant Cameron has been sharing… over a decade later. Anywho… it may be of interest… downloadable pdf ‘Council of 300’
Is Ufology Going Somewhere?
So much has been written about various experiences and their impact on individuals, from frightening to transcendent. It appears the majority of them report a sense of freedom and even unity from prolonged contact and the rise from fear to fearlessness is replete. Some even report that the realizations are synonymous with the spiritual teachings of a progressive awareness toward harmony with self and others, including ETI, as a process of evolutionary unification.
Hence, the long-running presentation and promotion of the idea of ‘harmony among people and planet.’ It is shared through my wanting of nothing and willingness to die for what I believed in – cosmic consciousness – so many years ago. Those words usually fall on deaf ears, especially the idea that I actually died and had a ‘session’ with an advanced intelligence I could have easily called ‘God,’ though it felt more familial in nature. Perhaps it was.
This sense of moving toward harmony, as a planetary civilization, has been a constant desire/theme in my life and the lack of attachment to outcome (no drive for dinero beyond needs for sustenance) has severely pissed off a number of so-called friends and lovers, not to mention family members, over the years. How can we espouse such things if we don’t live them? Faith, love and trust are key factors – we will be afforded opportunities to manage our lives in good stead.
What I’ve learned from the contacts/events and the ‘compare and contrast’ perspective over the decades is that control is illusory, progress toward harmony is ubiquitous (universally) and letting go of belief systems that have obvious contradictory components is essential. We gain freedom in that rather than lose individuality, which is the fear most have, imho. The process invites the furthering development of individuality instead, with attending features we might call our ‘perfected’ form, fit and function in the tapestry of life.
Relationships on the Ocean of Emotion
I can relate to this on a very deep level, probably more than most from my own experiences. I can also relate to the resistance of sharing, having done so for some time and noting the responses I’ve gotten from doing so. I’ve felt like a foreigner even in the places that ought to be welcoming, perhaps even inquisitive. The pensiveness many experience is proportional to the willingness to stretch one’s neck out in sharing such personal details, sometimes lasting for decades and in some cases a lifetime – death bed confessions some have made recently.
I’ve never felt like their engagement was an kind of experiment, though. It’s a shared process of evolution we are only barely understanding so far, even though there is a common thread of unity expressed. I suppose it’s easier to perceive having felt the unity of one with all through the NDE I had as a teen. So many events followed, sporadically to me, with a consistent theme revealing the path to harmony.
Alas, the initial sharings as a teen surely put me in a place not of my liking as my parents thought I needed some psychiatric help and chose to place me in the care of a ‘clinical’ environment without the comprehension of the subtle worlds all around us that some are profoundly sensitive toward and willing to explore. The events provide an opportunity to develop a soft heart and open mind, compassionate and willing to be fearless instead of fearful.
The breadth and dynamic of our consciousness, as we explore it, is yielding an awareness of the expansiveness of our life stream and its capacity for collaborating with a vast array of intelligences we are now capable of perceiving without religious or superstitious notions, imho. The deep impact moves us toward the sense of awe, humility and respect of life in all its myriad forms.
We, humans, co-create our reality every second of every day. This alien pervasive intelligence manifests in each of us possibly very differently. Because we are all different minds. You question a 100 experiencers you could possibly get 100 different alien encounter types. All valid expressions of the event experienced. It is a reflection, compaction, and creation of the observer’s perceptions not a reflection of the Universe. Important to note that this intelligence is NOT a deity. It is NOT omnipotent. It is just so sufficiently different than us that it has retreated from our perceptual ability to view in clarity. You can never know the true nature of a phenomenon. You can only know how it expresses itself. There is a very real intelligent phenomenon behind this but it is not a simple one.
What is at the heart of information. How is it generated, transferred, and received? The word “Information” is as all other words are just placeholders for true meaning and influence. Entropy is a measure of uncertainty. High entropy means the data has high variance and thus contains a lot of information and/or noise. Note that noise and information go hand in hand. Noise is the useless information contained in the data but they both add to the entropy.
For instance, a constant function where f(x) = 4 for all x has no entropy and is easily predictable, has little information, has no noise and can be succinctly represented. Similarly, f(x) = ~4 has some entropy while f(x) = random number is very high entropy due to noise. Entropy means uncertainty. High entropy means it hard to predicate the next possibility. eg: All n possible moves have 1/n probability. Low entropy means a particular next move is obviously observed. eg: Next Move 1 has 0.01% probability and next move 2 has 99.99% probability.
If entropy is high (encoding size is big on average), it means we have many message types with small probabilities. Hence, every time a new message arrives, you’d expect a different type than previous messages. You may see it as a disorder or uncertainty or unpredictability. When a message types with much smaller probability than other message types happens, it appears as a surprise because on average you’d expect other more frequently sent message types.
Low entropy means that most of the times we are receiving the more predictable information which means less disorder, less uncertainty, less surprise, more predictability and less (specific) information.
Also, a rare message type has more information than more frequent message types because it eliminates a lot of other probabilities and tells us more specific information.
Its this extra specificity and more specific information that I am considering when I think of Non-Human Intelligence communication (NHI).
Many people around the world are having a highly strange N.H.I. contact experience right now as you read this line of text. A “First Contact” with an alien intelligence event of the most personal kind. These people are having a highly specialized experience. One that works for them and them alone. One that is co-created by their consciousness every Plank second of every day. It is not optional or voluntary but required in the most basic evolutionary way. It manifests in their consciousness as disrupted high strange, synchronistic, and appears to have an information transfer component. The experience is as unique as each of us is. Diamonds in the rough spans the spectrum to highly polished beings. Unique minds having unique experiences. These experiences transcend time and space. It boils common sense into a paste of naivete. Truly thinking outside of our colloquial box is painful and frightening. The pain of logic failures and fears of the cheese dropping off your cracker can be a formidable foe. Eyes open no FEAR.
As an experiencer myself I believe I have a unique perspective on how at least one of the non-human intelligence’s in the Universe attempts to pass information to our primitive primate minds. It is my hope to ring true to some degree to be relevant even if the content of contact is different. There is continuity we just have to find it.
This intelligence is just another life form that has evolved to its pinnacle of evolution somewhere else in the Universe. It has evolved past our ability to perceive with our very imperfect linear, full of primitive bias, full of fear of the unknown minds. Some people can perceive these realms of thought that are ignored or unperceivable by the masses on this planet. It is an emergent ability for our species to be able to perceive their influence directly.
This intelligence may appear like a god or deity to us lowly single planet humans. They are NOT omnipotent. They are NOT gods at all just another expression of life like us but unbelievably ancient. This intelligence is old, very, very old. Older than our star, older than our planet by levels of magnitude. They will appear on the first contact as deities to some. I completely understand why people would think that. Something that roughly fits the bill of our fables and nightmares. They communicate through a form of telepathy. It is not words, emotions, or anything else that words could possibly describe. It is an alien mind overlapping with yours. They do not intrinsically understand us any more than we understand them. For minds to meet that have no evolution in common at all is going to be a highly disturbing sanity questioning kind of encounter. As each person is different each contact modality could be highly unique to the individual. All different but all saying a form of “Heads Up” or “Hello”. Your response to it dictates how it proceeds with you or not. The gambit of emotions run from pure animal cornered terror to exaltation and curiosity. Fear is the mind-killer in this situation. I can not stress this enough.
This intelligence is vast in its breadth and influence. They are not meat and bones but something ultimately more evolved. They are NOT us from another planet or moon. They are NOT all-knowing. Their origins are more complex than we can comprehend at this time. A true alien life form.
You must have the perspective that this sort of thing could happen in the first place.
If you are like I was prior to May 3, 2017, you might not believe that anything like this is possible. All based on the incorrect assumption that if it was truly happening, it would be happening to you or at least you would know about it. On both points…nope. I have no real confirmed idea on what contact criteria they use but there is obviously some criteria followed. Most people do not discuss truly disturbing events openly. Not a conspiracy of silence. Just a result on how first contact manifests. If you have had the experience I suspect you intimately understand why it has to be done this way one person at a time as opposed to landing en masse during the Superbowl or some other high attendee crowd. It just does not work like that. Evidence, as our monkey brains expect, is just not possible at this stage of contact. The evidence is the experience itself.
Now I know what you science-minded people are thinking. This makes no scientific sense, and you are right. It does not and will defy our low mentality senses. If you are a thinking creature you must realize that humanity has only had science for under 400 years. That is a less than hummingbirds blink of an eye in the deep time of the Universe. We do not even know what makes up 80% of the Universes mass. We, humans, have the very basics of materialistic reality figured out to the best of intellectual capacity at this time. Our understanding of elementary particles and sub-particles will seem laughable to our future selves of just a few centuries hence. Knowledge is not absolute it changes due to intellectual capacity. If any scientist thinks they have it all figured out, believe they know what is possible in this vast almost entirely unknown universe is a fool a dangerous fool. We, humans, are new brains on the block who have dreams of superiority and totality. We do not deserve either of those descriptors.
Science in its current low iteration is the anti-wisdom of “A wise man knows he knows nothing“. They think they know everything and have a one size toolbox to fix any problem and suss out the truth in any situation. Science is wholly the wrong toolbox of skills and tools to wield at this phenomena. Science was designed overtime to deal with questions of our environment and our collective place in it. Science says nothing and never can about our personal place in the cosmos. The question of “I think therefore I am” will eternally be beyond the scientific method as are all of the really transformative aspects of the Real are. Beyond any instrumentation or construction. Science is awesome beyond belief but is not at all what will solve this phenomenon.
In the Experiencer culture contact and information exchange on average is a one-way street. It manifests in different personal expressions of knowing. A type of knowing that transcends time/space and causality. An absolute knowing without gaining the knowledge externally. Not magic but a bizarre form of telepathy from a mind that has no simile to terrestrial animals and YOU.
A common message that Experiencers seem to receive is archetypal in nature. That is a common motif of contact. That is their version of how we communicate with ants. Imagine that a lone worker ant walks past your picnic table on the ground. It can not perceive what a table leg is. It can’t perceive what a table is at all as it passes by. All that it knows is that there is usually some crumbs over there in that corner. Our crumbs that fall from sandwiches and hoagies appear as just normal reality and through repeated cycles, it becomes expected reality.
Our presence to the ant appears as just reality as it sees it. Us and all things of macroscopic influence are beyond the ant’s mentality. We would appear to the ant as just background reality. We know nothing about the ant language but we understand basically the chemical mechanism which they use to communicate with the hive. We can collect their pheromones and can make them move around as if they are following orders by laying trails as they do. The ants seem to follow the trails but what are we actually telling them without any context of consciousness. We have no idea how the ant perceives this artificial pheromone communication distribution.
How does the ant perceive this attempt at communication without proper context? How could we form a pheromone that could make the ant think a thought it has never before? How can we make a pheromone that would make the ant understand as we do as to what a table is? You can’t that is the limitation of the ant’s intelligence and consciousness. There is no way to make the ant perform the intellectual and evolutionary jump to be able to understand as an approximation of how we do.
When the NHI attempts communication they try to replicate our essence of communication they feed us our version of a pheromonal trail. We perceive this replayed reality as archetypal in nature. It seems to be the result of possible data compression, concision, and desire to communicate. It does infer strongly a non-intrinsic understanding of us or our languages.
Something that is self-evident to some is that we co-create our reality as we go along. We float in an eternal mix of raw energies of all flavors. We have evolved to be highly efficient in our environment. Through our perceptual limitations, we see only a small sliver of reality. A human mind is an exceptional machine that has been designed to disregard the bulk of the EM spectrum and reality. It is that filtration, compression, that separates us eternally from perceiving the totality of what is real.
It is a separation that is impregnable. We create our reality by filtration and choice. We miss by evolutionary need the bulk of what is happening around us. We co-create along with the universal energies influence your own consciousness. One cannot be separated from the other. No mind is an island in this interconnectedness.
How could an alien mind like this convey high entropy information to a person such as instructions on how to build a new type of energy source for example. How could this intelligence make you understand something that you have never thought of not even in the remotest possibilities ever? It can’t, it just does not work like that.
They have the persons mind and cognitive capacity to consider what could be transferred and hopefully interpreted correctly. They can not just implant genius-level tech into a mind that has no capabilities for understanding. They have to work with what you know and over time assist in attempting you get to new avenues of thought. They can show you things and concepts but ultimately you have to walk through the door of understanding yourself.
The best person to communicate new scientific concepts too in physics, for example, is to have a skilled physicist as an experiencer. For revelations in form and function in the Arts would be to have an artist as an experiencer. There is no magical implantation of specific high entropy information into a mind that cannot possibly comprehend it. Who knows how a personal contact modality may interpret the attempt of knowledge beyond the humans capacity of thought. Could get weird.
It can show you things but it is up to you to extend your knowledge to try to understand what it is showing you. Intrinsically a slow process. Understanding is an attainment, not a gift. Understanding is a spectrum of ideas and thoughts.
As stated several times before every person on this planet has possibly unique contact modality. One in which works for the subject’s mind to achieve communion and contact. The method that you communicate may be different than outlined above and that is perfectly OK. Each person’s chronicle of contact is of value to the whole. It is only you that can figure out how your own personal modality works. It is through correlation that meaning may eventually flow in a very meaningful way to benefit all of humanity.
A “Contact Download” suggested to me that perhaps they are.
J. Burkes MD 2019
There is a fascinating literature about human appearing ETs living among us. I even thought I might have met one at the Los Angeles International Airport when I took Dr. Greer there in February of 1994. This was before Ingo Swann published “Penetration.” In that book Swann describes meeting a beautiful humanoid ET being pursued by shadowy black ops types that were monitoring her activities. The man allegedly in charge of the surveillance was the mysterious intelligence official called “Mr. Axelrod.” If I recall correctly he described her as “one of the most dangerous people on the planet.”
Two months before taking Dr. Greer to the LAX, the CSETI leader met with CIA Director Woolsey in December of 1993. The day after the meeting I experienced “an awake dream.” I believe this might also be called a “contact download.” I had the experience while I was in my on call room near the emergency room. After an overnight shift, I needed to get some rest before I hit the 405 Freeway that would take me home. I did not fall asleep however. The “download” was like watching a movie in my mind. It was so detailed, so intense, that I cannot totally convince myself it was merely my imagination. Even though I was part of the CSETI leadership the details of the meeting were highly confidential. I was only told that the Dr. Greer would be meeting in Washington with a ” very highly placed government official.”
In the “awake dream” that I experienced in my on-call room, I was shown three different types of ETs that were supposedly highly specialized in various aspects of interacting with humans. The experience was like a tutorial and was given by rather tall ET with grayish skin who served as “my instructor.” He had on a very high collar that reached up to the back of his head. It reminded me of a priest’s ceremonial garb. I called him MM for “Middle Management.”
In one part of the “download” I found myself at the entrance to the main terminal at Washington National Airport. It was early evening, cold and with a light snow in the air. The phone booths on the sidewalk were the glass-walled cubicle type so popular prior to the 1970s.
A short, almost husky brunette, dressed in a Navy-blue stewardess’ uniform was walking quickly toward a phone booth. I noticed that she wore silver wings on her heavy wool overcoat indicating some kind of company insignia. The cold wind tussled her short brown hair that peeked out from under her blue cap. She was pulling behind her a wheeled luggage bag. Inside her overcoat in the inner pocket, I could actually “see” her travel documents. Passport, tickets and visas, they all seemed to be “in order.” There was just one catch. The documents were all phony! I understood at the level of knowledge that she was not working for an airline. She was not a stewardess. In fact she was not even human! And she was not alone on her mission.
My ET mentor that I called MM “explained” to me that her assignment was a highly specialized security mission. As she stepped into the glass-enclosed phone booth and closed the door behind her, I thought that if she were supposed to be one of the so-called Pleiadean or Nordic types of ETs then somehow she had been cheated. According to the mythology of the UFO subculture, as a Nordic ET she was supposed to be kind of striking beauty, tall slender with long hair was the stereotype. This woman in the phone booth appeared quite physically fit (an appropriate attribute for a member of a security detail) but she was not tall and definitely not pretty.
As I looked at the stocky “stewardess” nearing the telephone booth, the marked contrast between my preconception and what I was “seeing” was bewildering. MM must have sensed my confusion and his explanation was simple and direct. I was made to understand that for security missions like this one at Washington National, operatives were required to alter their typical appearance. Elegant beauties in scanty shimmering garb would not blend in at a chilly airport-loading zone.
All these thoughts and images flashed before me in an instant. I watched the female security agent enter the phone booth. She left her wheeled luggage on the pavement outside. She removed the receiver as if she were making a phone call. Instead she linked up telepathically to a co-worker in the security squad. His appearance was as striking as hers was plain. He was clearly the enforcer. His muscular form looked like it was ready to explode out of his double-breasted tan-colored oversized trench coat. He was stationed inside the terminal about 75 yards away from her.
He stood in one of the small drab waiting areas that made the old airport look like it had fallen on hard times. He was clearly playing the role of a passenger waiting for a flight, pacing back and forth and impatiently looking at his watch. At the level of knowledge I understood that he was carefully monitoring a complex security situation at the main terminal.
The thought occurred to me that he was some kind of bodyguard and that he was waiting to meet someone important at the airport. I strongly suspected that he was armed and perfectly capable of using force if necessary. It seemed however that he also possessed the sophisticated psi capabilities one might expect from an ET intelligence officer of an advanced civilization.
Subtle parapsychological methods were his preferred defensive weapons. If enemy agents threatened whomever he was protecting, then he could telepathically arrange for the opposition to suddenly be distracted, thus allowing the target of their surveillance to slip by unnoticed.
Who could be the person that he was supposed to protect? Why was I “seeing” this little drama at the Washington Airport? I didn’t focus on these questions while I subjectively acquired this material. I was more excited about the prospect that this entire channeling experience was not merely the result of my imagination and that it represented bona fide interspecies communication. Thus concluded this awake dream.
After getting home from the hospital, I was eager to share my experience with trusted contact workers. I called Shari Adamiak, Working Group Coordinator for CSETI Denver. She was in my opinion the third most important person in Dr. Greer’s organization, after the Director and Emily Greer. Just before I spoke to Shari, while half giddy from sleep deprivation from an overnight on duty, it suddenly hit me like a bombshell. The individual that MM’s “Pleiadean friends” were assigned to protect must have been none other than CSETI founder Dr. Steven Greer!
Just two days before he had been scheduled to meet with CIA Director Woolsey. Flying in from North Carolina, Dr. Greer would have landed at National Airport. If some MJ-12 like organization had wanted to place a tail on him or carry out some other mischief, Washington National was the best place to intercept the CSETI Director. Although it seemed like a long shot, I couldn’t ignore the possibility that Dr. Greer was being protected by the ETs as I was shown. Even if the narrative were pure ego-based fantasy it still was quite a story for me to receive in such a novel way.
Two months later after a brief visit to Los Angeles to meet with potential donors, I drove the CSETI Director to Los Angeles International Airport. While in the waiting area with him, I recalled my “awake dream” that was set at Washington National, now called Ronald Reagan International Airport. I couldn’t help but wonder whether it was possible that human appearing ETs might be at LAX to provide “back up” for Dr. Greer. I realized that such a notion was likely just fantasy. As I had these thoughts I noticed a rather unremarkable airline steward looking at me rather nonchalantly. He was about five foot seven, with brown curly hair and a round face. There was nothing unusual about him. I wondered if it were possible that he might be part of an ET security team. As I had this thought, I our eyes met and he nodded to me. I realized that his gesture was likely nothing more than just a polite way of acknowledging a total stranger in a public setting. Or could it have been something else? I quickly turned away. I bid Dr. Greer farewell and he boarded the plane that took him home to Asheville North Carolina.
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Many already know of the Kardashev scale, where the position of a civilization is determined by its access and use of energy, from global to solar system to galaxy. I suspect it goes further, but for now let’s just consider what the corresponding intelligence and overall consciousness might be that is associated with the ability of the planetary civilization.
We, as humans, tend to see things from very limited perspective because we simply cannot comprehend that kind of advanced consciousness. We often perceive it as god-like, yet it still cannot compare to the intelligence that drives the bus. Could it also have something to do with frequency and our understanding of it? Science has proven everything is energy and has an inherent frequency, so it stands to reason we need to explore further.
In consideration of such, how might a Type III civilization communicate with a planetary civilization like ours which is likely to be around a .5 to .7 at present. Taking for granted that interstellar travel and understanding of universal laws has also developed in a Type III, would they see us as needing help in our challenges with planetary resource management and climate changes? Would they try to communicate in helpful ways? How?
We’re aware that free or ‘zero point’ energy exists but are unable to produce any technology capable of utilizing the principles necessary to access Earth’s energy to that degree, yet. There is much discussion about it and perhaps soon we’ll discover a way to actualize its potential and at least put a dent in the pollution our current energy production creates. As long as the competitive environment exists, it might be a while before we learn how to share.
Since childhood I’ve had moments, non-linear and non-local, inspiring an intense desire to understand the nature of how they happened and why. It’s led to the same curiosity toward humanity and our evolution. The number, frequency and intensity of events caused some serious challenges; a juxtaposition of realities that facilitated the development of a unique observational quality and capacity for questions of self and others as I grew up. When The Celestine Prophecy came out I felt a nice corroboration with what I knew already.
It was apparent that I could not have open conversations to explore the experiences in my youth and for most of my adult life. Either I couldn’t articulate things simply enough, my audience just wasn’t able to listen or concerned parental units were afraid of encouraging me. So I began a kind of ongoing compare and contrast essay in my head. If/then inquiries developed from there, often helped by an invisible companion who sounded like a wise elder in my head. I think we all have that voice, I’m just not afraid to admit it.
Much later I found the three main questions that made people most curious. Who is God? Is there life after death? Are we alone in the universe? I explored them, too, and in so doing my life experiences provided the answers, though they rarely matched with popular beliefs. I certainly didn’t expect them, yet I was set up from birth to become curious. I took the bait; hook, line and sinker. It led down an immense and intense rabbit hole.
Leaping from our framework of understanding, limited as it is, into considering the framework of understanding that a Type III civilization would have truly stretches the mind and no-doubt engages what we would consider science fiction now.
Experience Beyond the Norm
Prompted by the knowledge that I was adopted, I had an insatiable curiosity about extended family beyond the physical; a child’s curiosity about mother and father God and beyond. I became aware of a companion, an inner voice of an adult male, that I could converse. In the mid-60s answers to the quest turned into nightly trips to orange cigar-shaped clouds, though never able to remember inside. I had this sense of family that I couldn’t wait to experience again. The experiences would always start with a high-pitched tone, a frequency in my head that seemed to tune me in, sometimes producing OBEs as well.
During my first year in college, technically a 6th quarter sophomore as a result of the CLEP tests, I continued my quest to know truth. I’d practiced meditation, had multiple OBEs and taken a few trips by then. The internal question continued, the voice more instructional and during an afternoon meditation it asked if I was willing to die for what I believed in. It was synchronistic, of course, as I had a protracted prayer request a week before, to know truth and willing to die for it if necessary.
I chose ‘cosmic consciousness’ and simply ‘let go’ of the physical at a perfectly timed moment, which led to and OBE and finding myself in the ‘light’ described by Sanskrit as samadhi, a state of oneness and complete absorption beyond the mind-self. I went beyond that as well, to a state of being surrounded by points of light, something alluded to in the Bush era yet quite different in reality and has no lexicon for demarcation. The awareness of this frequency pervaded the experience, yet added to it instead of distracting my attention.
Coming back into this world, even though I was only gone for a couple of minutes, was like entering my body/mind for the first time. It was almost foreign at first, yet delicious as I felt the sensation of the intimate complexity of my body again. The experience was so intense that I couldn’t keep it to myself and yet was completely misunderstood in trying to articulate it to others afterward.
Looking back it is probably like an intelligence or being from a Type III civilization attempting to communicate with a Type I or less, having no way for the lesser to cognate. It would seem that a Type III civilization, thousands or millions of years ahead of us, would naturally want to communicate with lesser worlds. This is intrinsic among life forms of any strain.
Trials and Tribulations
In spite of the trials and tribulations the journey afterward brought, I was still curious about ‘God’ and how things worked in the span of consciousness I had experienced, from form to formless and back again. I read every spiritual text I could get my hands on for over a decade. I got married and began raising a family with four children until I couldn’t. It was like a timed release, a divorce I didn’t want from a destructive relationship no one deserved. I found myself post-divorce and deeply conflicted at thirty not-so-onederful.
I prayed and searched for self again, only this time real people showed up. I was drawn to a group who practiced the Awareness techniques developed by William Swygard in the 1950s. They also followed the teachings of Ray Standford as members of the Association for the Unfoldment in Man. I moved into the house that was their regular meeting place.
The Swygard techniques, possibly the first remote-viewing procedures, were facilitated processes that allowed an experiencer to move about inner planes and explore spirit guides, chakras and Akashic records (Multi-Level) and, in another, traverse 9 planes of consciousness while pausing in each for reflection and understanding (Multi-plane); in essence non-linear and non-local experiential events. I was already prone to easy exits, so the techniques enabled me to explore easily and report back. The job of the facilitator was not just to guide the experience; they recorded the responses to questions along the way.
The experiencer was always in charge of their direction, though, unlike hypnotic suggestions that I found present in many of the regressionists or abduction-related hypnotherapists that I met later, embedded in the Ufology field and not necessarily helpful to it. The absence of fear in the facilitations using the Swygard method was profound. A decade and a half later I created a digital version of the Multi-plane that wasn’t as personal, yet offered a wider experiential playing field for others.
The events prepared me for another spontaneous event, an answer to questions about God and the Trinity, not necessarily from a Christian perspective either. In preparing for a Multi-level, I was invited to join an entity I met in college that is what one might call a ‘guide’ or ‘ally’ in Castaneda’s world. He escorted me across the universe in what seemed like a kind of wormhole, conversing about my ‘progress’ as we went, and arrived at a display that instantly filled me with awe – three huge white gold-tinged spheres surrounded by perhaps a dozen much smaller bright green spheres.
When I went to see Contact for the first time nearly a decade later I wept during the scene where Ellie went through the wormhole and arrived at the peripheral view of a magnificent starscape. The display seemed like someone had re-created my own experience and put it on the screen for others to share if they could. It was so impactful I didn’t have the desire to talk for hours afterward. I had the same feeling after my only experience of channeling during the same period of engaging Swygard’s work. The sense of awe made me speechless afterward.
It wasn’t just the scene of the spheres that gave me pause. There was another voice, like several as one, that seemed to come from the spheres in answer to my question about God. “We are not only your forefathers, we are also the forefathers of your solar system.” So where does one put that in the collection and referencing of files? What it did was give me more questions, the primary being, ‘if this is the macro, what is the micro?’ I still didn’t comprehend ‘what’ the spheres were, though I knew they were the Creators as we know them.
If this experience was available to me as a silly human with questions, what might a Type III know about the structure of creation, the intelligence that permeates it and the capacity to interact?
Frequency of Information
Several years later, in between viewings of the newly released ‘What the Bleep,’ and a discussion with William Arntz, it occurred to me that it must be the electron, proton and neutron. The ‘space’ is where the consciousness or intelligence that manages manifestation resides. I realized nearly two decades earlier that the 666 was the carbon atom, the science behind the number of knowledge and wisdom, the number of man.
The bridge between science and spirituality was making sense yet I couldn’t even begin to grok the equations that would define it mathematically, though I knew they had to be developed or already exist somewhere. Like the primer in Contact, there had to be something that explained the experience in mathematical and/or scientific terms. In the background in every instance was this frequency, subtle and discrete, yet it was there. I think in some respects it also appears as a cognitive relationship; conversations that matter in our head.
The frequency was perplexing, though. Although it vacillated to some degree, it was always present in the experiences and, the more I was able to listen it seemed to always be there in the background. Sometimes it would get louder for a moment, be in one ear or the other more prominently. The standard response was that it was Tinnitus, though no medical tests were able to prove it. It became a constant companion when I was young and is still with me today. Does focused listening promote or provoke experiences?
Enter the extended communication and events with non-human intelligence and the appearance of various forms we now call greys, insectoids, mantids and reptilians along with some humanoid types. I didn’t put any star-system references to them, nor did I ask. It didn’t seem necessary to know. The frequency, though, was much more intense. I hadn’t made the connection with the Solfeggio frequencies yet, but I did notice subtle differences with each race.
I was visited multiple times over a several year period in the early 90s, one rather strange that was a little embarrassing, yet all seeming to know me beyond any circumstantial events, like we’d been in communication for some time. Each had something to offer to tie-in the previous knowledge I’d gained from childhood through the Swygard period in the summer of 1989, as well as further initiations into what was being referred to as the Ashtar Command. A startling event came a decade later.
The initiations and interactions were nearly too much to take in and still have some functionality in the world, as in holding a job and paying bills. I managed to do it though, as well as produce and host a television show to explore the inner promptings of others and how they dealt with overcoming fears in their personal lives and professional careers. I interviewed over 200, from contactees to city managers to ethnic leaders and university provosts.
These conversations provided a good anchor to explore the dynamics of what had been shared through the previous encounters, from college to the present at that time. I’d always been more alert with synchronistic events, yet what I noticed was events and meeting people began to ‘just happen’ on a more regular basis, apparently as a result of my contemplation and questions toward integrating the understanding I’d been given in pragmatic ways. Giving a glimpse of how people worked through various trials and tribulations to our audience might help them feel like they aren’t alone in the plights.
I was led to various people during this period as well and was instrumental in organizing events that included metaphysical as well as extraterrestrial perspectives and had from 150 to over 5,000 patrons, earning a MBA and Secondary Teaching certification as well. I had a conversation with Dr. Edgar Mitchell during one of them, sharing our interest in consciousness, frequency and contact with intelligent beings beyond our scope of understanding. He shared the understanding that frequency, what was in the silence within, had much to do with advanced intelligence. He launched the Institute for Noetic Sciences as one of the results of his trip.
Edgar told me that when the LEM was descending toward the surface of the moon there were silver metallic cylinders that spiraled around them for at least part of the journey down. He couldn’t determine exactly how big they were. He estimated a meter across and several meters long, yet he could not determine whether they were piloted or remotely controlled. What he did know is that these objects came off the surface of the moon. He couldn’t speak about them, for breach of contract, and had me promise not to say anything until after his death.
I attended many events, had conversations with authors, ‘experts’ and patrons. What I observed with rare exception was a fascination with sensationalism, conspiracy theories and cover-ups that were far from the reality I had been experiencing. Conversations with presenters seemed strained when I asked questions about direct-experience or understanding garnered regarding anything to do with consciousness and/or the engagement of other races toward some beneficial end. None seemed to want to talk about inner experiences, let alone the frequency many experiencers reported. Perhaps it just wasn’t something others experienced.
Then things got really intense for a couple of years, a more public engagement of Ufology to the extent of accepting a leadership role during a conference in Camp Verde, Arizona. My life was turned upside down, or right side up depending on how you look at it. I thought I was prepared, yet a couple of months later I had a week-long symposium onboard a ship and was emceeing the entire thing. I built my first website with articles and information from scouring the web, including all the resources I could find at the time and soon was getting over 25,000 visits a month. Then I got disillusioned with people and process and took it down, redesigned it and moved forward.
I got involved with other passions for a while. I played drums for a few outcasts and social misfits, taught high school, ran the electronic scoring system for fund-raising go-cart races around the country on weekends. I went from public to charter high schools and earned a Master of Arts in Organizational Management in which I wrote a business plan for a peer-community school/village. Then I began facilitating pre-construction partnering workshops, earned a transformational life coaching certification, traveled the country with theater groups and a couple of musical legends, worked for a performing arts center and eventually took over a local UFO Meetup group in 2008 (now defunct).
Frequency within UFOlogy
In 2010, the International UFO Congress moved from Laughlin, Nevada to Fountain Hills, Arizona and I got a few members of our Meetup group to share a vendor table. I’d published a few books by then, too. The following May I had another visitation, only it was different this time. I was awakened by some familiar folks, tall greys I’d known for decade and a half. They showed up, announced I was getting an ‘upgrade’ and proceeded during our brief conversation. I was actually thrilled to feel and hear them again. The ‘upgrade’ felt like something was installed in the back of my head. The sensation was rather intense, but certainly not painful in any respect.
The following year, during the IUFOC, one of our group told me she was shown/told of a device that apparently plugged me into the cosmic computer that was in the back of my head. I hadn’t shared my ‘installation’ experience with anyone except the woman I was living with at the time… no one. It was interesting for me as back in 2000 I had a conversation with Dan Winter, where without provocation he shared with me that he believed ASHTAR was the acronym for the cosmic computer. Go figure…
I continued with the IUFOC for a few years, met the folks at a business expowho designed a digital wire-frame template for curating RSS feeds on virtually any topic. We soon created UfologyPRSS by early 2013 and launched it at the IUFOC that year. The owner of the company had an interest in UFOs so the timing was perfect, yet again. I also did an interview in the foothills of the Superstition Mountains the same month in the backyard of Cynthia Crawford, the et sculptor (RIP). At time the frequency was almost distracting.
The interview in the desert was a public leap into the rabbit hole, a transparency in conversation I hadn’t been able to experience to date. I have to give credit to Adam Abraham for being centered, open and asking the right questions without prejudice of any kind. I exposed myself completely, as transparent and vulnerable as I’ve ever been, yet felt comfortable with Adam and the surroundings in doing so. I noticed the fluctuation of the frequency during it, felt an openness of information flow and yet completely conscious of participant, observer and source.
Over the next few years, communication of intention and supporting information regarding the evolution of our planetary civilization became more prevalent in all my ‘contact’ events. It had been obvious that our leadership, around the world, had been steering us toward destruction and needed some serious redirection. I’m just one guy, so how could that possibly work? I was reminded of the thoughtmosphere, the points of light and the volunteers who’ve come to serve.
I noticed a shift in the kinds of movies that were addressing the extraterrestrial element. They went from the standard Hollywood model of fear-based non-sense, like they’d done with Travis Walton’s story, to something more poignant. Film makers were actually looking at the non-human higher intelligence and helpful qualities beyond our fear-based responses to some perceived alien threat. At the same time, the conversations in Ufology began to consider a more benevolent side of the paradoxical equation they’d been running for decades.
Consciousness, the intimate connection with everything, began appearing in open discussions. People began talking about hearing frequencies that accompanied events and the notion that there really is no threat from space. Along the way I created several websites to demonstrate alternatives and share with others who felt connected to the same ideals. These included my original website remodeled, Mothership Cafe, Planetary Citizens,Independence Arizona and UfologyPRSS.
Back to the frequency, not just the scheduling of events, but the actual frequency that many are reporting being able to hear either just prior to or during contact events. What is it all about? How does it fit in with experiencer explorations into realms we barely know anything about, except the references in some ancient spiritual texts? Could giving it more attention enhance our ability to explore knowledge and understanding of this cosmic order we’re discovering?
Science of Frequency
Let’s go to the science side of things. The electromagnetic spectrum covers a wide range of frequencies, waves that may become particles in the awareness of observation, that spans creation. We have brain waves that are within this spectrum, demarcated into ranges of consciousness from waking to deep trance. We can measure them, but we don’t really have the ability to hear them in our ‘normal’ range of perception for the most part.
Some time ago, in the late 80s, I was introduced to the Shabda as the vibration of all things, like the combination of spiritual and material substances on Earth, also known as the ‘sound current.’ Since that time I’ve notice more explanations of it, yet it is essentially the same, only expanded to the audible stream of energy, emanating from the center of creation. It doesn’t take a great leap to connect the electromagnetic spectrum to this audible energy. It’s a frequency.
Within that frequency, when one can focus attention, are many realms that open to experiential moments. I can’t say that I’ve consistently visited them, though in what appears to be serendipitous and synchronistic moments, I’ve had access. Sometimes for fleeting moments and sometimes for extended periods. I mention the ability I believe we all have to enter those realms in a conversation with Dr. Mishlove, where we discuss a ‘new world order’ that is basically an acknowledgement and alignment with these ‘harmonic’ frequencies that permeate our reality.
Something within us connects us to everything else, though we may not understand it or, more appropriately, be able to utilize it to evolve into a greater experience of being. The evidence of the possibility to do so is contained in every spiritual path, yet there has been no science that brings the hemispheres of the brain together to work as one. The analytical and creative have essentially been at odds for centuries if not millennia. How might we bridge them?
Tom Campbell, who began with Bob Monroe in exploring OBEs to develop both material and practice methods for adventures, states that his work has been an effort to explain the right-brained worlds to left-brain thinkers. Could the corpus collasum, the membrane between the two, be like the center line of the Tao in defining a permeable boundary between the two? In considering the primer from Contact and how it brought a two-dimensional image that made no sense into a three-dimensional view that allowed the building of the machine, also contained in a frequency that was deciphered with math, is there something we’re missing with the Tao?
This may be a stretch for many, to consider a three-dimensional model of the Tao and what it might reveal. We know that energy pulses through our neurocircuitry to convey messages. Light pulses also travel the glass tubes to deliver data packets across the web. If we look at the Tao, the yin/yang symbol, can we envision the pulse of light traveling the strands of DNA in the double-helix, one side light the other dark and reversing as part of a data delivery system deeply embedded in our bodies as a mechanism for consciousness to emerge and align us with a higher order?
Speaking of DNA and hydrogen, there is biology and science that bring the two together in a most elegant way as well. We already know that our sun is comprised of 75% hydrogen. It supplies us with energy for sustenance on so many levels. Harnessing the energy completely, including our solar system, puts us in the Type II Civilization ranking. Let’s look internally.
The hydrogen atom is the bonding agent for the helix of DNA. The complementary base pairs of guanine with cytosine and adenine with thymine connect to one another using hydrogen bonds. These hydrogen bonds between complementary nucleotides are what keeps the two strands of a DNA helix together. Fascinating, huh? Hydrogen atoms, like fractals, are everywhere. Let’s dive a little deeper.
Frequency of Hydrogen et al
The frequency of hydrogen is roughly 1420 MHz and sounds like radio static. It’s interesting to note that the voice of Vrillion, a radio transmission in 1977 that interrupted a British newscast, has a static within it that is consistent throughout the broadcast. I don’t know that any analysis has been done on the static, yet the message from the Ashtar Command has mixed reviews. The same message, essentially, was contained as binary code in a crop circle in August of 2002, “Beware the bearers of false gifts and their broken promises. Much pain but still time. Believe. There is good out there. We oppose deception.”
More recently, as a result of reconnecting with a television show host who inspired me as I was doing One World in the early 90s, I was introduced to a fascinating model of reality called the Triadic Dimensional Distinction Vortical Paradigm, TDVP for short. Developed by Drs. Vernon Neppe and Edward Close the mathematical model presents the concept of consciousness, space and time being tethered across a 9 dimensional framework. Reality involves a unified wholeness of the infinite and finite with the infinite pervading the finite experience of content and extent in the Space, Time and “Consciousness” Substrates. This finite-infinite reality is relative to all dimensional-distinction factors, and experienced subjectively (by individual units).
A recent movie titled simply, UFO, and stars one of our favorites from the X-Files, Gillian Anderson, is a story about a sighting and the discovery of a frequency contained in static in the 1420 MHz range that is recorded by the tower at Cincinnati airport. A young college student, a gifted mathematician, discovers it contains an elegant display of mathematical precision that has relevance in current applications of known equations and formulas used to explore communication and locations in space. These equations revealed things like the frequency of the basic hydrogen atom, the most prevalent atom in the universe. It also introduces the Fine-Structure Constant, denoted by α, which might have some relevance in referencing spiritual texts as well.
As I was writing this it occurred to me that the phrase, “I am the Alpha and Omega,” might have some scientific significance, energy and matter within us all. The anthropic principle is a controversial argument of why the fine-structure constant has the value it does: stable matter, and therefore life and intelligent beings, could not exist if its value were much different. The symbol Ω has applications throughout mathematics and physics in surprising relationships. Could it be that the phrase actually integrates energy and matter instead of alluding to some personage in Revelations? Could it possibly mean we are all able to access this awareness or knowledge?
With all that in mind, the intention is to create a flow, a stream of consciousness that assists in investigating the current presentation of information across a wide-spectrum of experiencer perturbations, questions that no doubt are surfacing in the consideration of a new living awareness that is permeating the consciousness of many today. We do have to think differently and pull ourselves out of the deceptive and divisive notions of traditional fear-based human perspectives.
We seek flow; the unimpeded data transfer and development of a new kind of planetary civilization that allows us earthlings the ability to join a greater universal experience. It is my opinion that as we increase the energy of what we call love toward each other, even focusing on and intentionally sharing the ‘frequency’ from within, our world will change for the better rapidly. As it is, we don’t really know if we have time, yet time is all we have. Let’s use it wisely.
If you liked this article, you’ll love the material in this book: In addition to this article is a supplementary interview with Michio Kaku by Jaime Maussan at the World UFO Congress in Barcelona, Spain in early September, 2019. Michio speaks to the magnitude of Type III civilizations and what they might be like.
I’ve been involved with this field for several decades openly and a couple more as an early experiencer of high strangeness. It certainly doesn’t make me an authority, yet I do have some perspectives that few seem to garner as experiencers. I have an above average intelligence, last clocked online at around 151 using my opposite hand just to make it interesting and no rum was involved. My adoptive parents told me early tests were higher and they feared that telling me would turn me into an intellectual snob. Perhaps I have in the minds of some.
Lately there has been yet another flurry of details regarding Unidentified Flying Objects (UFOs), Unidentified Submerged Objects (USOs) and top secret government intelligence programs that have been studying them. Luis Elizondo recently spilled the beans on an obscure government program he was involved in that was tasked with studying the UFO phenomena, AATIP was its acronym. The Advanced Aerospace Threat Identification Program was supposedly led by him. He ‘quit’ the Pentagon because it he was frustrated by the cover-up.
Wow, what a news story that nearly every media outlet picked up on and made Luis an icon in Ufology almost instantly. Was he really involved or, like many, chose to sprinkle some truth in a large lie to get attention? Yes, AATIP existed, and it “did pursue research and investigation into unidentified aerial phenomena,” Pentagon spokesperson Christopher Sherwood was quoted as saying by Keith Kloor, journalist for The Intercept. However, he added: “Mr. Elizondo had no responsibilities with regard to the AATIP program while he worked in OUSDI [the Office of Under Secretary of Defense for Intelligence], up until the time he resigned effective 10/4/2017.”
Intelligence or Insanity?
Luis isn’t the first to muddy the waters in Ufology, though. There is a long history of folks who, with no evidence available other than their word, have forged careers out of elaborate story-telling with details that entice the ears and stimulate the minds of the listeners and readers. Jeffrey Mishlove invited me to discuss the topic in an August 2018 interview he titled ‘The Sociology of Ufology.’ We discussed the tragedy within the field and the travails of those who genuinely seek the truth of whatever is known about our visitors from space.
It seems most of the folks who do have a clue are quiet, reserved and unrecognized by those who find the UFO circuit to provide a means of accolades and notoriety. It’s a small pond in comparison to the larger picture, yet the majority of experiencers are faced with few other opportunities to gather and commune with others of like experiences. The phrase made popular by The X Files, ‘I want to believe,’ now included the necessary discernment skills to weed through the BS. How close are we to really knowing the truth?
In the larger sense, what is the truth about these visitors? We now have irrefutable evidence they exist, specifically military videos as well as officials who’ve had first hand experience, rather sightings, of craft that is obviously not of this world. This evidence has been around for decades in the Ufology circles, yet hadn’t reached the public ears and eyes through major media until this year. Still, there has been evidence that has gone relatively unnoticed from years past. It has been right in front of us, available to find, for decades.
Intelligence of the Visitors
But what of those inside the craft? Who are they and what are they doing? Why are they here and what are their intentions? How do we find out about their intelligence? Do we think the government or major media outlets are going to tells us? Heck, they don’t even know from what many gather. So what is missing? Is there an underground movement, like Dr. Joseph Burkes suggests, that is painstakingly sharing information amongst each other to corroborate and distill general discoveries and potential objectives of these visitors?
It seems that methods of communication vary, mostly telepathic and yet include non-linear and non-local metaphysical-types of temporal distortion or even time-dilation. Events that are perceived as being very physical, when viewed through quantum lenses, are evidence of a multi-dimensional reality much like Neppe and Close describe with their TDVP model of consciousness, time and space being tethered. We have one timeline, yet the experience covers multiple dimensions simultaneously.
Do we need advanced degrees in quantum mechanics to understand it all? Some my think so and certainly there is a lot of math involved in explaining things from a scientific perspective, just like Einstein tried to with his theory of relativity. Jung had many dinners with him over nearly a decade and was greatly influenced by Einstein in the development of his papers on psychiatry. Bertrand Russell was also influenced and noted that to think Einstein’s Theory of Relativity has no philosophical impact was folly. Hans Reichenbach felt that human ‘sensations’ were more, that they were intricately connected to something going on in the universe.
Intelligence within Consciousness
Back to the consciousness that is being expanded by the ‘sensations’ of engagement by non-human intelligence. It spans more than just our visitors engagement of terrestrials. These same sensations are akin to the experience of higher realms of consciousness, often accompanied by a sense of vibration that has been described as both excruciating and/or exhilarating, depending on the frame of mind of the experiencer. So there is a choice involved as to ‘how’ to experience this ‘contact’ as the case may be. If it’s startling with a sense of fear involved, it’s excruciating. On the other hand, if it’s startling with a sense of intrigue or fearlessness, it’s often exhilarating.
Is there a path of logic that fits the scenario of their intent or purpose for engaging humanity in any way? If we looked at things from the perspective of an advanced civilization, what might that be? We tend to see things only through human-centric and fearful eyes, a looming threat. If that were the case, we’d be living in a much different world. Ancient civilizations have learned much, but what? If we are fascinated with the inner-workings of matter and ‘spirit,’ could we posit that this is a general path of evolution and development of intelligence? Where would it take us?
The universe has inherent logic, math and science we have only just begun to understand even in process of entropy to negentropy, from chaos to order. Could it be possible that the communication being delivered through human contacts, interpreted in a variety of ways, is steering us toward recognizing the intricate connections we, in our expanded consciousness, have with everything around us? Consider we’re 99% space, even though we seem physical. What permeates the space we all share? How would we best engage it? Is there a path toward understanding it? What might that be?